Went across the country on the way home from Cali. It was a great experience. Vegas was a blast. Kansas takes forever. New York City was a great. Utah is surprisingly beautiful. I realized that American flatlands might be my favorite landscape (Shasta reservoir takes the cake actually.


Sing when you speak, and fly when you fall.



To stay clean I constantly need to have a checklist of things that make me happy.


Hidden in my bitching, are all the wonderful times I’ve had. So many great friends, and beautiful women. I’ve loved every minute in Cali, even the worst of times. I don’t know whether to go back east or try again.


Absolutely gorgeous, and super talented. I think its cute shes not a great kisser.


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i relapsed when i tried to quit smoking too. i know personally nicotine is probably the least terrible of all my addictions- and while of course the goal is to be fully sober one day, its important to remember to take baby steps. even when you have giant feet.
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I wasn’t writing about nicotine. Im fully ashamed to admit its a chemical more sinister. Absolutely golden advice. Thanks for the love ;)


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Are you sure positive responses aren't bullshit? I might like you anyway, liar. Sometimes I believe I am the anchor.
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I feel like a hypocrite. Here I am telling you guys/gals to smile, and I’m spiraling my life out of control. I wrote them while happy, so take from that what you will. I’m currently telling myself to try and be happy. Bleh. Fuggit. Who are you anon? Anchors can be bad, or they can be good.


Enjoying some suicidal thoughts.

Just relapsed for 3 days.

Life is great ladies and gentlemen.